Those next 6 weeks will be filled with exams, the first 3 weeks have practical & oral exams, the three weeks after are the finals.
To skip the stress I took a break to write the things I'm planing to do in summer, there is much things but I'll try at least do some. 

1- Extract new building file and check the city hall so the neighbor demolish his structures and pipes which crossed legal distance in order to start building new floor for the commerical building in one of the coming two years.
2- start a site for medicine students in english to discuss common issues,
3- Register in a institute and learn a new language either Japanese(But since it's hard to find institute for it in Saudi) or French(which I know a good place for it already).
4- Register for medicine term at a hospital some classmates had already did, I might cancel if I didn't accepted in the near hospitals like the Kingdom hospital.
5- Never get bored, hangout as much as I can, home is really boring and I'll spent alot time in it when school start again.
6- Improve my painting and design skills.
7- Improve my swimming skills.
8- And I may finish the thing I wanted to do when I was 15 which is learn how to design music using fruity loops.

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There is no condition to be listed in my friends only list, just post here and I'll list you as a friend .

Everytime my mobile rings for an sms it get. everytime the creeps get to me. That why maybe eid is the scariest time of the year cuz all the SMSs I get .
Dunno why I feel like this, maybe cuz all the SMSs I got during my adventure at stockmarket left me a kink at my system and it still working ...

Don't forget " July 29 " My Birthday . let's celebrate it atleast for once during my life ^^

Yes. the Library at college is open and I'm using it now hehe. I'm the only one using the computers * currently working on three PCs* at the Library .
* Finished downloading 200 MB file at 5-10 minutes *

missed online quizes 

Since last thursday when sister came and I still didn't have any extra time for me till now. Everyday either I'm a driver or busy with bank and rent business. but what is really exhausting is the scrivener business. from saturday till today, from 8 AM till 2 PM and still I'll have to go tommrow.
My luck cheated me when my papers went to the most worse scrivener in the court. I heard about him before but this time I'm facing the devil himself. I had to rewrite the " wakalat " of my brothers because of his uneeded phillosphy. what eased the whole thing is my brother by my side the only one who I can depand on .
Anyway because of this complicated scrivener we had to figure a shortcut because he requested the appearance of all my brothers and sister and this can't be done because the " tazleeb " of some of my brothers. so my brother " the one I can depand on" figured solution that all lands should be transfered to me and written by my name and then sell it to the others members of my family ( in this way there is no need for the appearance of any of the brothers and sister just the seller which is me ). But that mean too that I'll have extra work to do v__V. Damn it. I had to pay huge amount of money and the land which mother wrote it in my name during her life to gaurentee the commerical building for me and my sister with no third partner of my brothers, to get my ass out of this house, disobey my mother advices, and still I'll have to do the court stuff !! If anyone else of my brother had to do this he would run with all lands whlie it written in his name.

More to write soon.

Cardic Pain

In the first three days of the exams week I experinced the meaning of true madness .
The reason is my chest pain which I had since two months and I felt many times daily, The reason is unknown. but in saturday the first day in exams, the pain turned to be felt in different places in the left superficial part of the chest. I went to ask a doctor in the college about it after the exam, and the doctor turned it something serious and told that I must do heart echo test.
I calld my brother who works as instructor in Sultan center for heart diseases and welcomed me in anytime to do the test . I choosed next saturday to do the test .
at the night I went to sleep, but there is feeling held me from sleeping I felt (psycologically) like I'm going to die. A pictures of my mother death at her sleep was repeating itself. and a feeling of fear of what after death took over me. The feeling was above than my control, I started sweating and my finger shaking. I don't know when last time I had such fear, I tried to minimize the thought but the feeling took over me. I couldn't sleep so I went to study or anything keeps me busy.
I didn't sleep for a whole two days. in monday I knew the only solution is to take the test so I can relax I knew anyway I don't have anything serious but my mind switch when ever I try to sleep .
In monday I asked my brother if it is possible to do the test today he agreed and so I took the test and it didn't show anything abnormal. I was relifed. I went to a clinc and a GP examined me. he told me it maybe the intercostal muscles, described me a medicine and I went home . anyway he explanition was logic. since that day I slept well. and if you asked me about the medicine, it worked in minimizing the pain but not erasing it. anyway I'm better psycologically now :).

Exams
most of my exam are between D+ and C+ that mean that I fell down on my marks , I used to have marks between B+ and C+. anyway it's better than what I thought, It give me a chance to correct my situotion in the finals .

Home
I'm still living in the vilia the one where me and my mother were living, I carried most of my stuff from the upper floor the ground floor. parts of the furniture I stored in the one of the rooms up stairs and I stores other things which I'm no longer going to use. anyway I didn't change anything or bought anything. some families leave the house when thier parants die or change the furniture. but I'm staying here and I'm not feeling lonely.

Family bussiness
I finished some court stuff and my father's retirment salary which was stopped after my mother death, I'll be reciving next week. The rent and the lands a brother will be looking after it. and the family members signed a mutul managing contract about mother's fortune which worth about milion, surpricing everyone agreed !

Family
Family is doing fine, every two weeks a brother visits me, my sister calls me about three days in a week. my brother who live in dammam is sending me a part of his salary every month and he doing good especially after he gained half milion last month in stock market when the market was falling .

Computer
I format my computer yestarday, it couldn't log to the internet or work propely. Now .. It looks fine, but I don't know .

It's hard to tell people that a member of your family died, especially when that person is your mother, but it's most harder to tell it to yourself and believe it.

about less than three weeks ago my mother left the world quietly on her bed with her sheet over her head. five hours later I came to wake her for fajar prayer , she didn't wake ...

One of the things I love about histology , No it's the only thing I love about it. Is the practical part can be cancelled , Instead of going to the practical I can do anything else. So yes I' now in the medical liberary typing and logging to LJ . the internet in college is better than the internet in university liberary so it's not waste of time. I'm waiting till they show the signture paper which they usually prepare it at 20 minute from the practical start. then I sign, regain freedom and go outta college. ofcourse I'll have to come back to anatomy .

It can't get any worse !
That what I used to say two weeks ago

But now I say ...
Expect the unexpected

Before 4 weeks ago when the vaction started I made a plan to divide my two-vaction-weeks into 1- Fun time ( 5 days ) 2- Study time (11 day). Now I regret I considered the fun time in my plan ,But I couldn't with my mother was in Hajj. My plan was something like this.

FRI FunDay
SAT Bio : Glycolysis, TCA, Glycogenesis, Glycogen metabolism, Mono & Disaccharides, Pentose phosphate way.
SUN Physiology : Respiratory, CVS.
MON Physiology : Respiratory, CVS.
TUS FunDay
WED Bio : Glycogenesis and after
THR Study circle with two of my friends the rest of the is given to PHY
FRI FunDay
SAT FunDay ( my mother came back from Hajj )
SUN Anatomy : thorax
MON Anatomy : Abdomen
TUS Anatomy : Abdomen ( Went to collage morque they annouced a free revision in anatomy practical will be in this )
WED FunDay
THR Embyology : Mass study
FRI Embyology : Mass study

Many subjects I had to study during this time that because I stopped the daily study habit after the mid-term exam. after mid-exams i felt extremly bored from life, and the family problems did not stopped poping up during the period after the mid term exams before 2 monthes or about.

Anyway here how I did in the exams
Embryology (2 hours): I did well in it.
Final Exam Mark : B
Total mid year marks : C+
Histology (3 hours): It was the first time I study in the day before the exam as a result I didn't sleep that night, I solved the exam and I thought I'll get F but unexpectly I got C+ while 40% of the class failed and most of the class brought C & D
Final Exam Mark : C+
Total mid year marks : B
Anatomy (7 hours)
I did bad in the paper part comparing to how much I study for it (12/15). I did well in the practical but I don't know it's mark till now

Physiology (10 hours)
Ahhh... I though I'll B+ at least but I got B
Final Exam Mark : B+
Total mid year marks : B
Biochemistry (8 hours)
*Slap in the face* , I did very good in the exam I still don't understad how I got 7 out of 10 in it !!!
Final Exam Mark : C+
Total mid year marks : C+
( there are other subjects like manners of the muslim doctor , but even I don't care about them )
So this how my marks. comparing to most I know, most I know got F in at least on subject. one of my friends got F in all of the subjects even thu he got high marks in quizes. And comparing to the whole class I consider myself one of the best 10% .
Anyway according to how I planned this is low. I'll try do better next term.

Weather : Sunny
Music : Coldplay
Next saturday is the the start of the exams week. everyday there is exam till thursday . I already studied hardly but still feel not ready. I should be now studying and that which'll do after hour. I feel sick, I'll sleep till 1 AM and begin study. for tomorrow I asked my friend to sign instead of me in class before noon. I'm kind happy because we're about the start the exams, but ...

If there is at least one person in your life whom you consider a close friend -or more-, and whom you would not have met without the internet, post this sentence in your journal.

It was explosion in one of the hospital labs then a gas leak then a electric cut that what some people say. others say it is explosion in the college leaded into electric cut. Anyway that don't change the fact that today is OFF I went to college to check it by myself and it was true ( even thu I knew about it yesterday from a friends and the group leader himself ) Well, it's bad because I studied hard for today's quiz " Embryology " but it's good in another way because I didn't study for today's Biochem tut which include marks .

It only needed two days on the streets to give me all reasons why should I escape out of here. I can't function normally in this down society .

As I was young I was excited in Ramadan but now as I'm getting older .. I dislike Ramadan. I had rough morning this day, I passed by Queens Sub restaurant before a hour, I'm remembering their's meals .. It's so delicious .., I was very hungry because the tense I went through in the Quiz and the boredom in the boring classes. uuuuuuHHH ....

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
Today I had the most hardest exam I had in my whole life !!!! it was the Anatomy Quiz . 30% of the questions the doctors never talked about and it's not mentioned either in the selepass. And 20% is not included in this Quiz it was supposed to be only in the mid exam because we learned about it in the 4th week and the quiz only include all subjects in the first three weeks .

I had my Histology mark ( 3.28/5 ) and I thought I'll gain A in this subject.

I've never thought I'll be busy like this. I thought that everything will be harder but more stable when I finished premedical year . I've never thought that every bone in the body have special name for every curve and groove in it . I've never thought that I'll hate biochemistry from the second week . I've never thought that the 3 hours left in the end of the day wasn't enough to study. never thought that mother will bring me more business during my study. Never thought that the microwave will be very useful .Never thought that I'll lose all my money so fast !!!. Never thought that I'll look so hansom in the blue suite ^_^ .

------Sunday 7 Aug -------
In the beginning of the day I tried to sleep but I couldn't , so stayed awake till afternoon.
9:00 AM :
Took mother to a clinc and measured her suger level in blood . then took her to dentist but we delayed the appointment because of the suger level .
1:00 PM :
Slept for 3 hours then mobile rang at 3:30. It was the market owner. Telling me he paid the rent to estate office and I can take it anytime .
4:00 PM :
Went east Riyadh to the estate office and took the money .
6:00 PM :
Back at home . Watched Naruto episiodes from 139 to 144 . the 144th episoide is the last one I have from the series. I think I was hasty when I decided to watch 15 episoide from it daily . So I decided to watch one episoide from Bleach daily . I have 24 episoide from Bleach. now I'm watching the 2nd . Anyway soon I finish from watching all serieses I have. I'll ask my friend if he have any new episoides espically from Naruto .
9:00 PM :
I helped mother cooking dinner it was Kabsaa and salad.
11:30 PM :
I showered then slept .

--------- other details -------
I only ate two meals, egg and salad at 8:00 AM and Kabsaa at 9:30 PM.
I didn't watch TV the whole day .
I bought new teeth pasta
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----- Monday 8 Aug ----------
9:00 AM :
Woke, and went for east Riydh police department . solved some issues . At the way back bought bread and freezed chiken .
10:30 AM :
Made it home, Watched TV and ate Tuna prepard with salad . and cheese .
12:00 AM :
Slept .
3:30 PM :
woke . orgnized computer files .
4:00 PM :
I went out with the processer to the computers street and bought LG DVD/CD writer and 10 DVD-R pack. then went to ATM and payed mom telephone bill. after, went to a resturant and bought Fish sandwich meal .
5:50 PM :
Made it home . Made DVD-R data disc ( it took forever to make one ). Tranfered some Naruto files on it. the disc only took 20 file every file had120 MG compressed by Divx ( I know some say I should used DVD+R but the files worked fine in DVD-R ).
6:30 PM :
Watched three episoide of Bleach ( 3,4,5 ).
9:30 PM :
Slept .
10:45 PM
Woke then watched TV ; 2 episoides of Frasier then Movie Ali which ended at 1:45 AM. After, Watched BBC while watching I made pasta .
2:15 AM :
Worked on OC and photoshop, then made a data DVD .
4:00 AM :
Slept .

------Tuesday 9 Aug----- :
I woke at 11 AM a friend called me from Taif . After I continued sleeping till 2 PM when my bro called me and asked me what to do with the virus which infected his computer .
2:05 PM :
Orgnized files on USB flash memory .
2:15 PM :
Made salad and sauce while mom cooking rice .
3:00 PM :
Reading a book about pathology my brother brought it for me from his pharmcy librery ( Wow !! HIV looks good comparing to other sicknesses !! ) .
4:30 PM :
went out to a internet cafe store.
6:20 PM :
went to meet a friend. I gave him some episoides from Naruto ( 1-40 in 2 DVDs ) and in exchange he gave me 12 DVD full of movies . we took tour in some cars parts stores and payed visit to old friend .
8:45 PM :
Back to my car which I parked near the internet cafe store . I checked a site on the web before I took off with my car . Passed by a resturant which I didn't visit before 4 years ( it brought me old memorise ) the same staff still working . I ordered 2 shawrames ( they still the best shawrama resturant ) .
9:30 PM :
Back to home .
11:00 watched TV. there was 3rd rock from the sun but the episoides was replied . So I watched aljazeera and BBC .
12:15 PM :
I turned the computer on. I checked three DVDs from the collection my friend gave me . and I seen ALI G movie ( Very stupid movie )
------Wednsday 10 Aug---------
2:30 AM :
Slept .
3:30 PM :
Woke .
4:30 PM :
I took mother to bro's house in the way I stopped by computer store to buy packs of DVD+R and DVD+RW .
4:45 PM :
My mother stepped into bro's house and I continued my way to east of Riyadh .
5:10 PM :
took a contract copy from the estate store and then went to a friend who is student at pharm college I didn't see him since last day in the final exams ( we used to call him the Russian ). I didn't wanted to stay long so I stayed for 20 minute . After went to my friend house . stayed there till 6:30 PM .
6:30 PM :
On my way to bro's house mother called on mobile telling me that bro taking her home and I should go there . So I changed the road . on the way I stopped at ( the best felafel resturant at north Riyad " near my house ") and ordered felfal sandwich n' 7up .
7:15 PM :
Reached home before mother . I called mother asking them when they'll come because I don't key for the inner front door while the inner side door which I have it's key is locked from the inside, she told I'll have to wait for minutes . I walked outside home waited and watched a celebration hall burning at the horizen .. I waited for a minute .. 3 minutes ( finished the sandwich ) .. 10 minutes .. 30 minutes .. at last after waiting for a whole hour they came. ( if there weren't any building burning I would have been mad ) .
9:00 PM :
At the computer watching 2 episoides of Bleach . then went down to the kitchen and cooked French fries and ate with it the rest of the salad I kept in the fridge . Waited for Becker but I seen today's episoides before .
11:30 PM :
Checked the rest of my friend movies collection I stopped at one of the DVDs when I seen "Troy" folder ( I like historical movies ) . So watched it ( the movie was good but I hated because of the ending ) .

-----Thursday 11 Aug-----------
2:30 AM :
Trying to make some space by moving Naruto's episoide to DVD's to copy the movies I like to my computer to then put at my own DVDs when I return my friend's DVDs

3:30 AM :
Slept
1:15 AM :
Woke .
1:30 PM :
Bread and kiri cheese and tang juice, that was my late breakfast . After watched aljazeera .
2:00 PM :
continuing transfering movies in folders ( it taking much time 'cause my computer ram is 265 so burning a 4 GB data on DVD disc take about 30 minutes while doing this I watch TV downstairs .
3:15 PM :
I prepared my tools to repair one of the bathroom water boilers it was kinda easy you just must understand how it work. But anyway, fixing it took much time ( Saved some money ).
5:30 PM :
Took mother out to some stores. she bought eggs and tools for cooking . I bought in the way 2 of 5 gallon water pack . after finishing all the greocery stuff I went to my bro's house the one who lives in the farest point in Riyad from my home .
8:45 PM :
Back home. continuing " the computer's space organizing " and watched the first two episoides of Full metal alchemist ( changing from Bleach for a while ) .
12:00 PM :
Finished space orgnizing and I finished copying the movies which I'll save in my own DVD discs from my friend DVDs and they're.

Kill Bill 1&2
Troy
Meet the Fockers
The Day After Tommrow
xXx state of the union
Boat trip
Final destinion
Just Married
( There were much more movies but I choosed the ones that look fine )
---------Friday 12 Aug ---------
12:15 PM :
Watching Boat Trip .
2:45 AM :
Took a shower.
3:15 AM :
Moving things from room to another and packing books and papers. I'm prapering a room for the coming guests.
5:00 AM :
Slept.